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Letter #5: Submitted 12-17-98

There have been many books, plays, and films dealing with psychiatric issues, but there are three l'd like to discuss with reference to my plight. First, of course, is the novel One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest by Ken Kesey. In his book Kesey shows how power can be abused by psychiatric physicians and nurses (Nurse Ratched). In fact, their abuse of power led to the rebel hero McMurphy's death.

Next is the classic film Gaslight starring lngrid Bergman and Charles Boyer. This movie is so well known that the word "gaslight" has become an English verb. The character Boyer plays tries to drive Bergman's character mad. Now the U. S. Army is trying to gaslight me. It's a very old trick.

The last work l'd like to discuss is the play Harvey by Mary Chase. This is my favorite because it's a comedy, but also very pertinent to my situation. The main character in this play Elwood P. Dowd has an imaginary friend who is a big white rabbit named Harvey. Mr. Dowd is a pleasant, harmless man, but his sister tries to commit him to a private asylum. The staff of the asylum are really the dysfunctional people in the play. Fortunately, in the end Mr. Dowd eludes the asylum staff and returns home to live with his family and Harvey, the rabbit.

I hope my life doesn't end like McMurphy's. l would like to expose the bad people like Charles Boyer's character in Gaslight who are tormenting me and return to a nice life like Elwood P. Dowd did. Hopefully, l won't even need a friend like Harvey.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

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